The Greatest Honeymoon Ever

We’re back! We actually got back really late (11:30 PM) on Thursday but have been trying to get back into our “routine” over the last couple of days. I think we’re slowly getting back. Coming back to work today was like a sudden jolt but I think I’m handling it pretty well.

We had a wonderful time in Florida. I fell in love with Disney World and now I want to live there! Coming back home was like some kind of punch to the face! I was glad to be back with my dogs and my family but I realized suddenly that I had to snap out of the Magical Disney World that I was once in.

I fell in love ten times over with my husband. Just when I thought my heart couldn’t possibly grow any larger, it proves me wrong. He is my best friend and the love of my life. I feel grateful that I have the opportunity to spend the rest of my life with such a wonderful person.

More on the trip and pictures later. I have a lot to get accomplished and a lot of “catch up” to play this week.

The Wedding, Pt. I

I am finally feeling alive again! It is amazing. I really forgot what it felt like to feel well and not ill all of the time. I had been sick since Sunday, the day after my wedding, my birthday! It progressively got worse so I went to the doctor and was diagnosed with strep. I was handed an arsenal of prescriptions (a good $200 worth) and told to get a lot of rest. So that I did! And I missed almost an entire week worth of work and now I am going to work my butt off trying to make up all of that time so I can still have enough time off to go on our honeymoon in June.

But I wasn’t going to write an entire paragraph on that originally. No, I was actually going to write a little something about the wedding. You know, cause I like, got married, and stuff. It was last Saturday, April 12th at 7 PM. I timed it so that it would be “pretty” with the sun going down. And I’m pretty sure I got it just right because the photographs turned out just smashing.

Flower Girl & Ring Bearer
Jocelyn and Caleb, my Cousins, Walking down the aisle (sidewalk)

Everything turned out pretty much like I had it planned in my head. Everything was beautiful. I didn’t cry but that is because I tried everything in my willpower to stop myself from crying. I didn’t want to cry because SOMEONE (ahem, my sister) put MAKE UP on my face and I was scared that if it came in contact with tears it would explode on my face or turn into acid and eat through my skin. I don’t know too much about this make-up nonsense so I wasn’t really sure and I didn’t want to take a chance on my wedding day!

Our car still has “Just Married” writing on it because I’ve been too sick to go clean it off. My sister and her boyfriend and one of their friends did that for us. They taped balloons to the car but as we were driving off they popped off, one by one lol Hilarious!

Gene and Me!
Gene and I, after the ceremony, waiting for guests to clear

As I was getting ready in the dressing room people kept coming in. A lot of my reservation and consciousness went right out the door after about, say, the 3rd person just popped in. I had a lot of family come in to say hi to me and tell me how beautiful I was. I’ve never in my LIFE had that many people tell me how beautiful I looked all in one day or probably at all, actually. It had to have been said a good 50-100 times. And I’m not bragging by telling this, I just want it down for the record, hah. I actually did feel like quit a princess and it didn’t take too long for all of my insecurity and nervousness to subside. It was so awesome to see all of my family and friends and I felt so honored that so many people would travel, whether short or long, to come see us on our special day.

I missed my Grandma and Grandpa. Grandma has cancer and has been really ill. She was diagnosed in June and had chemo for a couple of months, I think. It about killed her so she stopped the chemo and has just been really sick ever since. So I didn’t get to see them there but they were there in my heart and soul. That was probably one of the most difficult things of the entire wedding. I did hold my grandma’s handkerchief around my flower bouquet and that helped a lot.

I have more to write and I’m sure this will be an ongoing thing until I’m finally SICK of writing about it.

Going to the chapel and we’re…

I’m going to be a wife in just a few short days. I can’t believe it! I know, what’s the big deal, right? But it is! It’s the next step in Gene and I’s relationship.. and it is always important when you take the next step. I’m so thankful every day that I have such a wonderful man in my life. He takes care of me like no one else in the world and I feel so grateful for that.

Geniebear, if you’re reading this, I love you so much! I can’t wait to be your wife and the future mommy of our children. I look forward to the journey that we both have ahead of us. Instead of feeling sad about getting older, I feel comforted and have a sense of everything going to be ok. You do this to me. You bring me this calming sense of solitude. Always know that you are loved and cared for because I will always be here for you. Love Forever, Candy.

Nerves of…. Cheap Government Plastic?

So my nerves of steel? Not so steel-like anymore, apparently. How do I know this? Because I was awake at 4 AM this morning thinking about Wedding related things. I started thinking about what I was going to clean first and when I was going to even START cleaning. And then that progressed on to playing out scenarios in my head of having everyone at our house. And then I was imagining picking up Christine and John at the airport and then seeing Christi after her flight comes in. And it just got worse from there, hah!

It may have something to do with going to bed pretty early last night, too. I’m talkin’.. 9:30 or 10 PM I was out! I was so exhausted. I’m hoping to get into work a little early this morning to get a few things done and then probably be just as exhausted again tonight. A horrible cycle! I have Thursday and Friday off this week but now I am really wishing I would have taken Wednesday off as well.

I have two big stress factors weighing on me currently: One is that I need to get my house clean, clean, CLEAN! Two is that I apparently “left out” quit a few people when it came to wedding invitations and am now scrambling to find invites to send to them at the last minute, which in turn makes me feel like a craptastic person! I’ve actually had to REPO an invite or two from people.. haha. Shut up! If you were in my situation you’d do the same thing! Or… Not? Fine! Whatever.

Happy Birthday to my Daddy today!!! This evening we will go over to my parent’s house to give him his card and eat cake (I hope my Mom made his traditional 3 layer chocolate cake!). We can’t stay long though… because we have a LIST of things that need to get done at our humble abode.

FOUR DAYS UNTIL I GET MARRIED!

Goodbye Stupid Green Worm

I really do need to work on changing this layout up. It has started to occur to me that it is extremely annoying and deserves a little attention. Maybe tonight I’ll play around with it and see what I can come up with. Anything is better than that stupid worm up there. Seriously, what was I thinking?? And there is not even a time stamp on the posts. WHY ISN’T THERE A TIME STAMP ON MY POSTS?? WHO DOES THAT??

So starting tomorrow we will be in the SINGLE DIGIT count down to the Big Day. Craziness, I tell ya! That means that starting sometime VERY soon (before Wednesday) we need to start cleaning our house. We’re going to be having a lot of guests over and I’m still almost in shock. I don’t even believe that I’m going to get to meet up with 3 AWESOME friends which I’ve never actually met face to face before. Is this really happening to me??? I’m getting married to my all time best friend and also getting to meet up with some seriously meaningful people in my life!? I seriously feel like I am on top of the world.

Ok, I’ll shut up and get to work on this stupid blog. Sorrrryyyyyy.

Running low on time, people!

Bridal portraits are over with! Phew-wee. That was probably one of the top most stressful mooments of my life so far. Don’t get me wrong, it was a little fun to be all dolled up and people taking pictures of me and saying nice things to me. BUT! A very large BUT here people, I did not feel comfortable with a camera on me and 4-5 people staring at me at all times. I am really just glad it was over. However, I did get some good practice of putting on my dress and all of the other crap that has to go on with it. Should be able to get into that sucker in less than 15 minutes come the Big Day.

Bridal Portraits

I uploaded pictures to my flickr. I didn’t put ALL of them on there but I put the ones that I fixed up in Photoshop on there. He took about 250 pictures and I think there will be 500-1000 on the actual wedding day. I can’t believe I am getting married in about TWELVE days!! What in the world??? Where did the last 4-6 months go?