So, I haven’t been writing lately and I’m really disappointed in myself. I’m using this as a place to keep track of Zoey’s milestones and our day to day gig we got goin’ on over here. I want to have something to look back on so I can remember these early days of Motherhood. Because honestly, my current memory is long gone and I’m not sure if I’ll ever get it back.

Anyway, the reason for my lack of posting is a couple of things. 1) I have been really busy with this little munchkin. Gene went back to work full time on Monday so it has just been Zoey and I from about 6 AM to 6 PM. I also do all of the night time feedings during the week so that he can get some rest. It’s been tiring but rewarding at the same time. I just love spending time with my little munchkin. 2) I am having some serious teeth issues. First of all, I need to call a couple of dentists because I have to have a root canal done. I am not looking forward to this at all. Also, my teeth are really sensitive lately. I don’t mean the kind of sensitive where it may hurt briefly whenever you eat something cold in a specific part of your mouth. Oh no, I’m talking, it hurts in my entire mouth, on every single tooth, just to breathe in air. To talk. To drink. To eat. To bite. Every single thing that involves opening my mouth hurts really, really bad. I have been dealing with this pain since early last week and I am almost to the point where I’m about to rip my hair out over it. I’m going to the dentist tomorrow afternoon to discuss this.

I really think this tooth issue is gonna be the death of me. It hurts to sit here and just breathe. With every inhalation, my teeth and mouth just shoot with horrible sharp pain. I tried to eat some Oreo pudding that I made earlier and the cold was killing me. I was even trying to eat it so that it wasn’t directly touching any of my teeth and it didn’t matter. I finally gave up after a few small bites. Last night I couldn’t even bite into a peanut butter and jelly sandwich without horrible, shooting pain.

I have so much to talk about. I have so much I want to document. But until I can gather the strength, I can’t quite get to it. Hopefully in the next week or so my teeth will get better. Because right now the pain is so much that it is taking over my life.

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