Nerves of…. Cheap Government Plastic?

So my nerves of steel? Not so steel-like anymore, apparently. How do I know this? Because I was awake at 4 AM this morning thinking about Wedding related things. I started thinking about what I was going to clean first and when I was going to even START cleaning. And then that progressed on to playing out scenarios in my head of having everyone at our house. And then I was imagining picking up Christine and John at the airport and then seeing Christi after her flight comes in. And it just got worse from there, hah!

It may have something to do with going to bed pretty early last night, too. I’m talkin’.. 9:30 or 10 PM I was out! I was so exhausted. I’m hoping to get into work a little early this morning to get a few things done and then probably be just as exhausted again tonight. A horrible cycle! I have Thursday and Friday off this week but now I am really wishing I would have taken Wednesday off as well.

I have two big stress factors weighing on me currently: One is that I need to get my house clean, clean, CLEAN! Two is that I apparently “left out” quit a few people when it came to wedding invitations and am now scrambling to find invites to send to them at the last minute, which in turn makes me feel like a craptastic person! I’ve actually had to REPO an invite or two from people.. haha. Shut up! If you were in my situation you’d do the same thing! Or… Not? Fine! Whatever.

Happy Birthday to my Daddy today!!! This evening we will go over to my parent’s house to give him his card and eat cake (I hope my Mom made his traditional 3 layer chocolate cake!). We can’t stay long though… because we have a LIST of things that need to get done at our humble abode.

FOUR DAYS UNTIL I GET MARRIED!